urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:paupauo4 paupauo4 paupauo4 paupauo4 2006-11-09T12:21:50Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:paupauo4:1261 paupauo4 @ 2006-11-09T00:56:00 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2006-11-09T12:21:50Z nobela i was really looking forward to this anniversary. i was planning about making it one of the best days of my life. i would hold his hand. hug him tight. kiss him. make him happy. we would spend the whole day together..<br /><br />together. now that's a word i wish we could be.<br /><br />happy. another word i wish we could always be.<br /><br />just two words. two simple words. why can't i experience them?