urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:paupauo4 paupauo4 paupauo4 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:paupauo4:1372 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z one whish - ray j <font face="century gothic"> here is another saturday.. well, a very unusual saturday. this is by far the very fist saturday of my fourth year life that i have been doing nothing. or baka tinatamad lang talaga ako. :D<br /><br />anyways.. i don't know how to feel. i was supposed to be with my bheybie today. pero naudlot ang celebration ng anniv namin. hello? anong pecha na? ndi pa din kame nagkikita. kmsta naman un. when could we celebrate this anniv? next year? damn. so frustrated. can't make <i>him</i> happy. can't make <i>myself</i> happy.<br /><br />a minute ago my mom approached me. she told me to take a bath and fix myself 'cause we're going to visit Dedey. she said my aunt just called. nanghihina na daw si Dedey. Good Lord, hay.. if this is what's best for him. sino ba naman ako para tumutol. it's gonna be hard. but i'll learn to accept this. soon. Lord, thank You sa kanya. matagal tagal na rin namin hinihiling na wag muna. but.. maybe it's time.</font>